“Life will get better if you try”

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Sometimes when someone is being nice to you, it doesn't mean you can abuse and cross the boundaries.

*warning, this post would be solemn*

Of late i have been busy, and rather angst I must say.

Lately, I have ambassador stuff, CCA and talks to attend. I could say I have no time to do much with my studies, considering the way I'm doing now. I guess I need to have better time management. I know i keep saying I will change and that I have to change, however nothing changes :/ angry.

Life at home, isn't exactly smooth. With mum involved with work problems, which caused her to be stressed ( causing everyone else to be stress too). I actually did some of the girls in my class, whom i'm kind of close to. But I feel all so empty. Then I ask myself, what's the point?

I'm afraid to be judged, but i judge people all the time.

What kind of life am I living? How do I actually want to live my life? I don't know anymore.

I know you have had a bad life, compare to the rest of us. You are strong in your way. BUT you have no right to do anything you want, and expect us to accept it cause of your "sad life". Who are you to come disturb me and go off being rude. Girl, if you do this again, i will not play nice any more. You are testing my patience. For you, I have already been stretching thin. I wouldn't care about your background or your attention seeking. In my eyes, you are merely someone i met in my life.